LSA

Last night was weird
and I'm terribly sorry
Trying to avoid what I feared
Instead of letting it out
I guess it wasn't right
it wasn't the right time
nor the right place
even though it was on my mind

starting with good news,
Hoping to turn into harder stuff
I guess when I'd said the praise report
My mind had had enough
I wanted to tell you,
really, I did...
I must've thought it thru
so much I couldn't say it.

So here we go, it's coming out
I'm at work with nothing to do
I'm gonna say it aloud
as if I'm talking to you
See I'm happy being friends
and I'll be your friend till the end
but I've found myself falling for you
and only getting deeper

I'm not sure what I was afraid of
afraid of losing you, I guess
Afraid of what you'd think of me
Even afraid of the best
you signals are so confusing
I've been reading them for months
Now it's my sanity I'm losing
so now I think it's time.

I suppose a reply isn't needed
but I wish I knew how you feel
One thing, though, is that I hope
I hope to keep this friendship REAL
If it's meant to be, so it shall be
God's got a plan for you and me
Hey and whatever comes from this
I want us to remain friends through all of it.