Dear God...

God, were You watching me today?
did You see i didn't run away?
my problems were in plan view
but instead of running, I turned to You.

I called the doctor like I said I would
I called as early as I could
I've been avoiding this surgery too long
as if I ignore it, it won't be wrong

I called my mother today too
I know it was the right thing to do
I apologized for the call at midnight
but I knew I had to make things right

Lord, my friend tried to commit suicide
I couldn't imagine my life if she died
Sometimes I wish I wasn't chosen to be a listener
but because I didn't run, I was there for her
 
I sat through my roommate's complaining
and I walked to class, even though it was raining
Today, God, I was happy for myself
and I'm glad that You're no longer on a shelf
 
You're here in my heart now and I'm glad
life with You is the best I've had
sure, the path is sometimes tough to go through
at the end, I'll rejoice because at the end...
there is YOU!